2024/11/05
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I have not fully wrote about faith here before. But I recently met a partner for me for the rest of my life I think and I wish to express how we how we got here. I want to express it as related to God and Christ. I do because it is playing out as to how I define our path. But first where the two of us are and how we found each other.
I saw her profile on a match making website and I do not fully understand why I initiated contact with her considering she had really very little in her profile with only a couple of pictures. I really do think my intuition played a part. But she responded back and we started communicating on the website. We progressed to her suggesting communication outside of the website. I gave her an email address and we started emailing each other. I really do not know what about my profile got us here since no woman on the website has progressed this far with me at this point before. I am presently 62 and although I concede I was previously a handsome man, as I have been told, I have aged.
We traded lengthly very deep emails about just who we both are. She is very expressive in her writing and I was impressed with that. We did this about a week and I gave her my telephone number. She called me and we had a conversation about an hour long I think. The next email she wrote was one where she expressed an intense love of me. I will admit we both are within Astrology defined as Aquarius and if you have ever known one you know what I am talking about. I really do not wish to discuss Astrology here so I am not. But I was very taken back in regard to the email and frankly it scared me a little. She actually mentioned marriage. I mean how can somebody find an intense love in email and one telephone conversation. I reacted in a way I later apologized for. I suggested we need to met to confirm this before declaring love. But the more I thought about her email and the sleep I lost I professed it to her too. I later found out we both had a difficult time arriving at this love since we had never met. But since we have talked more I profess we were both correct in our defined love of each other. But we still have not met, although the current plan is in a few days. But what I want to express here is how we both got here.
I define God as a spirit devoid of gender that looks over us, without influence by the way, allowing us to become whomever we wish in life. Now people may say God influences our lives heavily. No you do that based on a faith of God. God is a concept of the mind. But I do not intend to belittle God. I will say I have an intense faith in God and I conceptualize that as a faith in myself. But I realize I have just thrown heaven out the window. But heaven is a feel good concept anyway. There may or may not be a heaven but we can not go through life expecting to go there after death. It clouds your faith.
Now Christ is a different thing all together. I have faith in God but no love. Yes I said God is a concept and you can love a concept but a concept is also intangible and you can not love such a thing but rather only have faith in it. Faith is a base for love but it is not love itself. Christ on the other hand was a tangible man so I can declare a love of Christ and have a resulting faith in him.
So here is how we can declare an undying love for each other and have never met. We are declaring that love based on a faith in God, ourselves. The only way to express that faith to each other due to the intangible nature of us knowing each other and being human is through an expression of love. When we do meet that love becomes an expression of Christ because it becomes tangible. That is how this is playing out for us.
If you read back some you will notice I wrote that God is a concept I have faith in and I conceptualize that as a faith in myself. This woman and I have deep faith within ourselves with that being of God and that manifest itself as love even when it is intangible. We both love how this is playing out because it is based on a faith in ourselves and each other. I can not express how special this feels to me and how I am sure it feels to her.
When we meet I fully expect us to fall into a warming hug. I can not express how enduring this feels. I just wanted to express how you can bring God and Christ into how two people can find love.
I do not wish to diminish nor find fault in other faiths of the world by presenting Christianity here. I have deep respect for the other faiths. All of them are based on the same concepts. I did say God is a concept. Where they place love is only different.
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